more or less every guy i have liked in the past year who i have liked, has liked me again and then moved on to my best friend.
and even if she might not, to me it feels like she likes it when that happens.
she had to tell me about all the stuff  a guy i like said to her earlier on at the very begining of a party, making me pretty down. and then she wonders why im being moody. i mean wtf. and then everytime she spoke to me, she would go up to othe rpeople and tell them everything i would have said. and made it pretty blatant by looking over to me all the time.

i've always kept away from the guys she's liked, even when it was the guy i had just been with and i still liked him.

and the funny thing is, she copies stuff i say/do too.
it always feels like a competition as well and i hate it.
i noecticed whenever im talking to a guy friend she will come and sit on them or start hugging them and its like, wtf im talking.
had to get that out.
thanks for listening :)

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just waiting for an angel to take me out of my hell,
i'm falling for you