The only guy who ive ever dreamed of doing shit with is my friend from school i see sometimes, i know the only reason its him even though hes an ugly geek is that i feel that i oculd like use him for pleassure and not worry about reputation or anything because hes such a loser, this sounds horrible but i think hes bi as well and after hanging around with him seeing how lazy he is, not having a job for 2 years since school and getting benefits, no friends or anything i thought to mysefl

fuck it

what do i have to lose

So basiccly i want to ask him if he wants to like fool around with me sexualy and if he says no then oh well hes out of my life and if he says yes then il have some fun right, basiccly how do you ask him?

I dont know why im so nervous asking a low life like him its just how would you do it, go on msn and just be like 'do u want to have sex?' how???

....not because your sexually misusing him, hell i don't care what you do to him, but the fact that you make him sound out to be like some horrible nerdy jerk.
....meh whatever

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